my primary reaction to infinity war is like…. wow. under hypercapitalism we literally can’t imagine any other fables about resource scarcity, huh?
i’m not even talking about only thanos. every time thanos said his plan to kill half the galaxy (because it’s “finite,” lol ok one-semester-of-econ guy) the other characters were like “no!” or “you can’t!” or “that’s madness!” instead of… counter-arguing, or saying anything like “couldn’t you just… double the resources with a snap of your fingers?” obviously, nobody wants thanos to murder all those people, but it’s also as if everyone tacitly accepts his framing of the problem. “i want to kill half the universe because of resource scarcity,” he says, and everyone says “no, that’s too cruel!!” instead of “wait… wait just a fucking second there, paul ryan.” they don’t even have a line like that even when they’re talking amongst themselves, just musing at how twisted his worldview is, that he can only imagine infinite power as an infinite power to kill. no time is spent imagining an alternative.
and i can’t help but think about how we in the quote-unquote “first world” treat the resource consumption of the so-called “developing world.” we, who have enjoyed the pleasures and benefits of fridges and air conditioning and televisions and cars and convenience food and all that shit for generations: we look at the growing energy & plastics consumption of the developing world and go “uh oh, they’re really running the tab up over there, we can’t let this happen, think of the…. trees!!!” we have the audacity to act like people living in poverty in the tropics wanting window fans is selfish and short-sighted for the environment, and meanwhile we use and waste all the energy and resources we can get ahold of, like a continent full of montgomery burnses.
infinity war could have taken thanos’s approach to scarcity somewhere bigger: somewhere that was useful as a parable for our hypocrisy. the way that ragnarok was brave enough to make a parable of empire; the way that black panther could explore diaspora and identity; the way that the winter soldier actually had something to say about the surveillance-terror state. but for all the moving pieces of infinity war, i don’t think it knew where its central ethic rested. certainly, its characters showed the desire to preserve and protect life. but that’s true of any superhero film.
what it comes down to for me, is that it’s not enough for this movie’s theme to be “let’s protect people, because killing people is bad!” or even, sorry steve, “we don’t trade lives.” it’s not enough. thanos basically says, “there’s one bowl of soup and one spoon and two hungry people, so one of them has to die.” so what i needed was someone to openly reject that whole proposition. not just “no, you shouldn’t kill trillions,” but “no, that is fucking ludicrous, i reject that worldview. i reject human life as a brutal competition. group survival, even in the face of scarcity or hardship, is exactly what the fuck we developed culture for.” like, we could use that message. that message, delivered palatably in a blockbuster action movie, could do some good.
but it wasn’t really in there. maybe in little bits, in pieces. maybe. so i’m sure we’re going to have to endure a bunch of “welllll, thanos was a bad guy, but he did have a point about scarcity” metas. because we’re still failing to see how asking other people to die so that the rest can enjoy plenty is itself exactly the fucking problem on this bitch of an earth
i will acknowledge that gamora comes the closest to doing this. gamora comes down on thanos for slaughtering half her planet. but!! but! then thanos gets this horrible line about how the children who grew up after his genocide got to have “full bellies” and the planet’s a “utopia” now. and what does gamora get to say back to that? nothing! she doesn’t get a line after that! she looks angry and grief-stricken, but the writers don’t give her a single fucking thing to say in disagreement!! like, how about: “growing up as a traumatized survivor of genocide isn’t very fucking utopian????” the writers couldn’t imagine that fucking line?
Tag: iw spoilers
remember 2012 when the first avengers came out and we all thought they were gonna live in avengers tower together and be a big happy family and clint existed and thor was obsessed with poptarts for some reason,
(my exam is over so i’m here to unload some angsty thoughts on the dash)
The one thing that’s been haunting me more than anything else is Bucky. Like, we all know that Bucky’s life has been severely lacking in peace and happiness since like 1943 –– but it didn’t quite hit me how badly until after Infinity War.
In every movie Bucky’s ever been in, we lose him by the end of the movie.
First Avenger is pretty obvious –– that Train Scene™. Civil War, not only is he an internationally wanted fugitive but he’s also going under yet again, because he feels like he doesn’t have a choice. Infinity War, he gets dusted or disintegrated or whatever-the-fuck that was.
The happiest ending he gets––and by extension, the happiest ending Steve/Bucky gets––is the end of Winter Soldier, where Bucky disappears yet again, but at least there’s the implied sense that he’s coming back to himself and rehabilitating. At least there’s hope.
In Civil War, Bucky said “It always ends in a fight.” And it breaks my heart how he’s proven right, again and again.
Every time he manages to build some peace and a slice of home for himself, the fight shows up at his doorstep and forces him back into it.
He’s buying plums and smiling and relearning himself in Bucharest when Zemo frames him for blowing up the damn UN and the entire world is looking to kill him again. He’s finally free of his trigger words (presumably) and living quietly in a little hut in Wakanda and learning to be comfortable without an arm when Thanos tries to kill half the universe and he has to get back out there again.
He might be tired of fighting, T’challa says, right before offering Bucky his new arm.
And he’s right. Bucky’s been tired of the fight since 1943, since he got off of Zola’s table. But Steve needed him, and then Hydra had him, and then the entire world was trying to arrest him, and then there was the possibility of rogue Winter Soldiers, and then there was Thanos and the end of half the damn universe.
He doesn’t ask if there’s a fight, if they need him, if the world’s ending again. He already knows. He doesn’t say that he doesn’t want to fight, because for all that he might be so goddamn tired of fighting for 70 years, he can’t walk away when someone needs him, even if that someone a world that’s tried to destroy him ten times over and never thanked him for saving it.
Where’s the fight, he says, because what else can he say? He can’t run away from the fight, because it always finds him again, no matter how much he doesn’t want it to. He gives up, because he’s never going to be free, and he’ll be fighting until the day he dies.
And he was right.

-BEWARE IM THE SPOILER-
*till the end of the lineits yesterday once more!!!🙃
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